I Love You Johnny Depp
If I could take the whole world
and hold it in my hand
I’d only take one little hand
I’d only take one man.
A man of which I know
is perfect through and through
there’s not one thing to change my mind
Johnny Depp, I love you.
I love you as an irishman
I love you as a drunk
I love you as a pirate
and I love you as a punk.
I love you no matter what you do
no matter what you say
and even if you hated me
I’d love you anyway.
I don’t know what came over me
the first time I saw you
but I got a special feeling
after that is when I knew.
I knew that there was something different
something lacking in the rest
I knew that Mr. Johnny Depp
was even better than the best.
So here I am today
loving everything you do
one day I’ll have the whole world know
JOHNNY DEPP, I LOVE YOU!!!!!
4/4/04
What A Man!
I was walking home, it was dark and gray
It was indeed a dreary day
But then I saw a patch of blue
I smiled, and then I thought of you
Even on the saddest of days
You have an infinite number of ways
To make me laugh, to make me smile
To make me happy for a while
To take me away from all that is bad
To make me forget if I was mad
Whether it
’s Don Juan with his sensual way
Or Captain Jack always saving the day
Or maybe it
’s Gene, his thinking oh so quick
Or could it be clever Inspector Frederic
And don
’t forget Gilbert, what a selfless man
And what about James, author of Peter Pan
And did you notice Spencer A
And Mort Rainey are similar in a way
Oh and Dean Corso, what a brave man
And who could forget that smart ass Agent Sands
But I
’ll always remember William Blake
And Joe who put his life at stake
Roux and his guitar could woo anyone
And Wade, a teenager just out to have fun
I love Edward with his curious ways
George Jung, countless imprisoned days
And Ichabod Crane who really needs a tan
Johnny Depp Johnny Depp Johnny Depp, what a man!
2/7&8/05
.:Midnight Cries:.
I toss and turn in the dark of night
Once again dreaming of you and of me
I suddenly wake from my uneasy sleep
With my head in my hands, I cry for thee.
Lonely tears escape my eyes
As chills run up and down my spine
For the one thing I want more than anything
Would be to simply make you mine.
An empty wish, a hopeless thought
Something I know will never be
But if I know in my heart that it can
’t
Why does the idea continue to haunt me?
Why should the thought be allowed to linger
If it
’s never
going to happen to me?
It
’s cruel
to have such a life inside my dreams
Then have it snatched away the moment I see
That a dream is all I
’ll ever have
That my thoughts are all I
’ll ever see
That the hopes and dreams I had for us
Are nothing more than a fantasy.
How could someone take such a sweet delight
And rip it to shreds right in front of my eyes?
Every time I wake up from these wonderful dreams
A part of the hope that is in my heart dies.
So I try desperately to forget all the pain
I wipe away tears but new ones just arise
And I can
’t
stop the scream that escapes from my lungs
For I cant take the pain of these Midnight Cries.
1/26&27/05
Lost in Hopeless Fantasies
I live in a world, my own little world
of hopeless fantasies
dreaming of things
that can never happen
wishing for things that will never be.
Wishing out ages weren
’t so far apart
dreading the time that was chosen for me
hating that I wasn’t born earlier
willing to give anything just
to see.
What we would have been like
if given the chance
to share together
a precious romance.
To embrace and inspire
enlighten and touch
just to hear from the other
"I love you so much."
In the darkest of places, and the worst of times
our love would bring us together
nothing and no one could tear us apart
our feelings would go on forever.
Then all of a sudden, through thick mist and fog
I return to reality
and out of nowhere comes a terrible pain
for the man I love will never love me.
8/20&21/04
~*~My Dream~*~
The best dream that I ever had
about the day we'd
meet
he walks up to me, takes my hand
and gives me a casual greet.
I greet him back, frozen in shock
that
this man came up to ME
did he think I was someone else?
this was far too good to be.
He's the most incredible
man alive
a man I'd never met
the more love that was in his eyes
the more confused I'd get.
Just then he leaned
over
and kissed me on the cheek
my mind went through a frantic craze
I began to feel weak.
"C'mon Lily it's
time for bed,"he couldn't be talking to me
just then I looked down at my hands
and saw they were tiny!
I looked
down at my feet
and they were smaller too!
I said "This can't be happening!"
I thought and then I knew.
I
knew that i was dreaming
I was johnny's little girl
I wanted it to last forever
but it ended in a whirl.
I
awoke from the dream, and opened my eyes
to hear my teacher say,
"Now write about your favorite dream
it's due by
the end of the day."
3/31/04
<3That Smile<3
She sits in her room, depressed and sad
as a tear escapes her eye
it silently moves down
her cheek
as she begins to cry.
These tears come to her very often
these tears in which are filled with love
love
which will never be returned by
the one she's always thinking of.
Just as she thinks all hope is lost
and her
dreams will never come true
she looks to her side, and sees that smile (a picture on her wall)
that makes her mood completely
new.
A smile that lights her up inside
a smile that makes her feel
like he is smiling just for hereven if its
not real.
Just a simple smile
from this perfect angel's face
is the thing that helps her realize
that there
is still a trace.
Of hope that one day this girl's dreams
will have the gift of coming true
that maybe she will
meet the man
that with her troubles, helped her through.
5/5/04
One Choice
One choice, one deception, one lie, one cheat
is the thing that knocked him off his feet.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one day
ruined his whole life and took his love away.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one woman
did a horrible thing he couldn
’t understand.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one key
unlocked the secret for all to see.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one pain
so unbearable he went insane.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one man
who although was imagined, had a goal set at hand.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one house
forced him to be an imprisoned mouse.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one mind
turned him into a man of a different kind.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one shovel
used for murder by his personality double.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one hat
oh but it became so much more than that.
One choice, one deception, one lie, is all it took
to turn this innocent man into a crook.
One choice, one deception, one lie, one act
Is the thing that made Mort Rainey
crack.
<><>*Deppland*<><>
There is a place that seldom exists
to those who don't understand
I
happen to be a resident here
this place I call deppland.
When you set foot in this fantasy world
it's contents
will seem surreal
watch out, for when you enter this place
your heart this man will steal.
This godlike creature's
magnificent charm
takes over your heart and soul
once this man enters your heart
he has complete control.
Trust
me there's no escaping
he intensity of his eyes
everytime I must pull myself away
a little part of me dies.
This
place I call deppland
may appear to good to be true
but there are already residents there
to some it's old, to some
it's new.
So I offer advice to those of you
who want to understand
the beauty of this man's existence
to you I
recommend deppland.
I love you Johnny....forever.
6/7/04
For You Johnny...
To put your smile into words...
I'd have to be a book.
To put your looks into flavor...
I'd
have to be a cook.
To put your talent into light...
I'd have to be a magnificent glow.
To put my love for
you into deppth...
the bottom would be extremely low.
To soothe something like your voice does...
I'd
have to be the softest breeze.
To be the impact you have on me...
I'd have to be the tallest of trees.
To
be everything that you are...
I would have to be god.
dedicated to my one and only love,
johnny depp.
The POTC Song...
[Read the same as the 'Oh Susanna' tune]
There was a pirate who had a ship his name was Jack Sparrow
His ship was the black pearl when he lost it he just screamed
out no!
chorus>>**Oh jack sparrow why dont u save your ship? For you come from the caribbean with a pistol at
your hip**
They marooned you on an island and they tok you ship away
You only had a bunch of rum to keep you company
**Oh
jack sparrow what choice do you have now? You'll have to find a way to escape you'll just have to figure out how**
When
you finally thought to build a raft of turtles and your hair
You floated away and found you ship and then war started there
**Oh
Jack Sparrow the sword fighting was tough
When you finally beat those losers you yelled alright that enough!**
When
you finally got your ship back you taught your crew a cool song
You sang drink up mr hearties yoho! Lets all drink lots
of rum
**Oh Jack Sparrow you're captain once again!
Long live the black pearl and Jack Sparrow the very best of
men!** (summer of '03)
Incurable Pain
(this poem is going to to be published in a book!)
The worst feeling in the world
is knowing that
he'll never know
and never be there to comfort me
and help me when I'm feeling low.
When my eyes start to water,
and tears start to fall
he'll never be there to wipe my eye
and hug me and tell me it'll be alright
and kiss me when
I start to cry.
And be proud of me when I succeed
and smile at me even when I don't
and when I would ask "Would
you ever leave me?"
if here were there he'd say "I won't."
And each night before I'd go to sleep
he'd tell me
he loved me and hold me tight
and make me feel safe and warm while I sleep
because I would be in his arms all night.
And
then in the morning when I would wake up
his gentle touch would greet my arrivaland the first thing i'd see when I opened
my eyes
was his beautiful face and his loving smile.
To know that these things will never happen
brings to
my heart incredible sorrow
and when the incurable pain passes for one day
there will always be so much more pain for
tomorrow.
<><>The Deppth of Empty Dreams<><>
Sitting by my window
longing in my eyes
how I wish
that I could take you up with me
and fly.
I know you're out there somewhere
doing what you do
but did you ever stop to think
who might be wishing you
Would
come visit her little town
and catch a glimpse of her
and maybe in her eyes you'd see
your prescence makes her stir.
She cannot live without you
and she needs you more than air
she only wants to be with you
if she never gets
there
She'll feel she is a failure
and she's got no right to live
she won't want to go on with life
if to
you, she can't give
A little bit of happiness
to brighten your bad days
that you could get satisfaction
out
if her loving gaze.
To get lost in each other's eyes
would be a daily gift
just to wake up to each other
would
give your day a lift.
To make each other feel so loved
by simply being there
no matter who or what or when
we'd
always be a pair.
Through all these fantasies and dreams
escapes a lonely tear
a girl, alone by her window
wishing
that you were near.
7/31/04
What JD Stands For
J is for June 9th the best day of the year
O is for outstanding acting talent
H is for having a great role model
N
is for never letting me down
N is for not giving up
Y is for yelling to him, hoping he'll hear me
D is for DAMN!
He's oh so sexy!
E is for excellent opinion on life
P is for PERFECT!
P is for praying I'll meet him someday.
A Regular Man
Sometimes I sit and ponder
how such perfection came to be
a flawless man, who can do no wrong
has taken over me.
Regardless of his actions
in my eyes he’s always right
his perfection is always the theme of my thoughts
when I can’t sleep at night.
I just can’t imagine a day
without thinking about Johnny
a day without seeing his beautiful face
is a day without living for me.
I have grown to love this man so much
far more than anything else
I have a chemical need for him
he means more than life itself .
He considers himself a human being
but to me he’s so much more
the word "human" is not even worthy of him
in my book "god" is his score.
The power of his eyes
the independence of his hair
the essence of his smile
although he has these he doesn’t care.
He just lives his life like a regular man
when he doesn’t know that he’s not
and in my heart and so very many more
he’s the biggest part.
7/14/04
For You Johnny
to put your smile into words....
I’d have to be a book.
To put your looks into flavor....
I’d have to be a cook.
To put your talent into light....
I’d have to be a magnificent glow.
If I put my love for you into deppth.....
the bottom would be extremely low.
To soothe something like your voice does....
I’d have to be the softest breeze.
To be the impact you have on me....
I’d have to be the tallest of trees.
To be everything you are....
I would have to be god.
6/19/04
Only You
If you only knew how many times
I’ve thought and dreamt of you
how many times I’ve ast and cried
how many times I thought I knew
how fantastic you really are
how very happy you make me
how high my spirit soars when I
hear you see you it sets me free.
When the weight of the world is on my shoulders
I think of you and it goes away
when it seems like the fog will never clear
because of you I know it’s okay.
No matter how terrible things may seem
no matter how bad I think things may be
as soon as the thought of you crosses my mind
I have no more sorrow, and no more worry.
So when my heart and soul feel clogged
from so long being unhappy
you quickly take it all away
just by being yourself, is how you heal me.
So don’t ever change because you’ll never know
how incredibly special you are to me
you are my heart, my soul, my world
I want you to know only you set me free.
11/22/04
You Can’t Stop Me (a poem aimed
at all those who insult Johnny and my obsession with him)
Your taunts and jeers and empty threats
do nothing but make my obsession grow
I’m tired of hearing your negative words
you don’t understand, and you will never know
How meaningless your insults are
how stupid your teasing sounds to me
how every time your make a remark
I go further from you and closer to Johnny.
How dare you use my love against me
nothing you say will make it go away
it’s amusing you think that your words put me
down
when they’re really insulting you in a way.
You tell me it’s wrong and you tell me to stop
you tell me I shouldn’t love someone that way
well it’s none of your business, get out of my
face
cut it out and stop trying to hurt me ok?
Because every dent you attempt to make
does the opposite of what you’d like I to do
and one day maybe you’ll finally realize
that my love for him’s real and my feelings are
too.
You try to convince me my love isn’t real
and I hope, for your sake, that one day you will see
that no matter how many times you down my love
you can’t stop me.
1/14/05
If I
If I could have anything I want
in a heartbeat I’d chose you.
If I could have anything I please
I’d wish you’d love me too.
If I could stop time, I’d take you away
and go to a place where it’s just you and me.
If I could stop time I’d take you away
to a magical place where we could be free.
If I could spend a day with you
I’d tell you how I feel.
If I could spend a day with you
I’d make my fantasies real.
If I would be anyone in the world
I’d be your one and only.
If I could be anyone in the world
I would never be lonely.
If I could go anywhere in the world
I’d go where ever you are.
If I could go anywhere in the world
I’d stick to you, near and far.
If I could change anything in the world
I’d change my connection to you.
If I could change anything in the world
I’d make it stronger I’d make it true.
If I could make you love me
I would never let you go.
How I wish that you could love me
I love you more than you know.
2/2&3/05
God
They say god is a being
who can do nothing wrong
and never makes any mistakes
and never sings an unhappy song.
Someone who everyone should love
someone whose tenderness is just surreal
someone who lights up a room when he enters
someone who easily helps you heal.
Everyone thinks so highly of him
they say he's great, they say he's grand
they say in the entire world
there isnt a more perfect man.
But here today I question him
I say "its not who they think it is"
because you see I thought about it
and I then soon discovered this
What if it was different
what if god was amoung us
what if he appeared as a normal human
just a regular person on a bus,
But without even seeing it
was greater than he could know
and many people worshipped him
only they could see his god side show.
Well let me tell you the person I speak of
is in fact a human being
he lives amoung us day and night
making countless hearts sing.
The person I speak of has a name
A name I’ve come to love
His name is Mr.
Johnny Depp
He truly is the man above.
*Silent Ballad Under the Stars*
I feel a hand on my shoulder
a whisper in my ear
"Come with
me Amanda"
so soft it's hard to hear.
Without opening my eyes
I know it's my Johnny
I silently sneak
out of bed
as he embraces me.
He takes me by the hand
as we step out into the night
we walk
down the empty streets
I clutch his hand so tight.
There isn't need for words
our love is in the air
he stops
and hold me close to him
a midnight kiss we share.
The streetlights
flicker as we pass
hand in hand roaming around
we smile under the stars
two lovers, not making a sound.
A chill sweeps
through the air
but his presence keeps me warm
if this night was any more perfect
it wouldn't be in actual form.
So many silent
ballads
so many like this silent night
though others may not think so
we know our love is right.
But because of
their harsh thoughts
we are forced to postpone our love
until the darkness falls again
and there is no light above.
So we enjoy another
evening
catching up by loving touch
and melting from the occasional whisper
saying "I love you so much."
But
after a while it's time
for me to return to bed
reluctantly, we stroll back to my house
where nothing more is said.
We hold each other's
hands
not wanting to let them go
but the time comes when we know we must
so our fingers unlock very slow.
A
loving look deep in his eyes
tells me out next meet isn't far
and so ands yet another
silent ballad under the stars.
Finished
on August 5, 2005
-Mander Depp
